Today’s soundtrack: I got good news, I got eyewitness
Today at 8:02pm: fiending


Why haven’t I written in a while? ‘Cause I’ve been a fucking mess, that’s why. This is Day Twelve without cigarettes. Shit ain’t easy, especially for a self-professed writer.

Been smoking for 12 years. In that span of time there was maybe two days when I didn’t have a single cigarette. Once when I had to get stitches in my mouth, and once when I got crazy food poisoning in Japan. That last time was a mess--out of my mouth came Japanese curses, vomit comprised of bad maguro and carbon dioxide, no smoke.

Now it’s been twelve fucking days and I, want, a, cigarette. But I won’t have one! Because I’m a QUITTER.